im home for good of course. i have a job i have a car and im dating an amazing boy. I hope you all are doing very well. I moved out of my dads house and am living with my wonderful sister and her friend Jessie. I dont mind it at all. I love the freedom because I didnt have that at my dads lame house. alright. i just woke up so i need to take a shower. <33
HAPPPYYY BIIIRRTTHHHHDAAAYYY BIG SISSSEERR you're lucky that you're 21. dont drink and drive. be safe. and down a bottle of jack and a 2 liter of coke for me, haha i know its you're fave. i luurrvvee yooou.
did u get my letter?
so how is everyone? im good. i really wanna come home. i really wish more ppl would write me letters. i ordered my senior pix today. :) if u want one, let me know. alright xoxo bye guys
hey guys. im doing good. i got my ankle kicked by a horse the other day so its all hurty and whatnot. horses are crazy. one bit my knee, that hurt too.
yeah, laura. comment a.s.a.p. because i just think you should. that goes for the rest of you guys too. ok bye xo
laaauurraa hey when u see this tell jared on myspace that im gonna try and call him on saturday or monday..write him back with my email and explain who u are. tell him to write me asap and i miss him. uhh..yeah, thats about it.
ok i dont know how long this will stay unblocked but im back at fca. laura, do me a favor and write me ok? haha umm i love you guys joolie i miss u mandi, brittney, yall know i wish i could get on myspace. joolie-if u read this, get on my myspace and send me any emails that jared might have written me that goes for u too laura i think u know my password. its the same as my aol on. ookkk i love yall and ill see yall when i come home. ill be back on here again tomorrow maybe
hey yall im fucking home again i have my cell on so if u need me or want to hang out sometime, im here until January 2. my digits are 838-1456 hollllalalala
this weekend was horrible. im on horse crew and elizabeth had the horse on a leadrope hooked to its halter leading it around thew field..it reared up and didnt attempt to catch itself on the way down, slammed its left side of his head into the ground along with his body..about 5 seconds later blood gushed out of its ears and mouth and it couldnt get up. it struggled trying to get up for about 2 hours...it was the worst thing i had ever seen. i got blood all over my hands and shirt and so did elizabeth..we got the horse back into the barn at around 7 and went back at 10 to give him a shot of betamine (to kill the pain) and left..he died sometime after that and we found him in the morning..it was pretty sad. his name was Commanchee and he was only about a year old..he was so little and cute. so we buried him saturday morning on the side of a hill. and i didnt see chris on sat. except for 2 seconds, and it was his birthday too. our whole dorm was on dorm restriction.
but anyways. i hope everyone else had a good weekend. was the hurricane bad? i talked to my dad and he made me feel like complete shit like always. hes making me go on my senior trip whenever he already told me i didnt have to go. what an idiot.
yeah, so i miss you guys and ill see you november the 19th. :)
I cant remember the last time i tried to tell myself to hold on to these moments as they last
i miss that song..
i feel like crying right now because it feels so empty and i feel alone here and i want my friends here with me or the few i actually have.. being here shows me who my real friends are..and then it makes me realize maybe people just used me for stuff..who knows..i guess ill figure it out someday when i actually give a damn.
i dunno, maybe im just being dumb cuz im sad, but i really do miss you all and i really want to see some of you when i come home because it'd be nice.
someone send me lots of icebreakers gum. and i doubt thats gonna happen. ha.
where is my sister?! lauraaaa update so i know you're not dead!! i tell everyone you're my best friend and i cried the other night thinking about some stuff.. and i miss you alot
and i wish my boyfriend wasnt in ISS i sat in water and my uniform pantalones got all wet. and i slapped a short kid in the face today has not been my day and i almost peed my pants laughing so hard i would have died right on the floor.
i really dislike it here and i want my home and my friends. i miss familiar faces and my late night phone calls... it make my tummy hurt.
hey Laurararara-I sent out $10 on Tuesday. you'll get it soon!!
the wind outside is howling for some reason. but its sunny as all get out. MS is a weirdass state.
im tired of being here, i want to come home..i miss alot of things and im starting to remember all of my friends, favorite songs, activities and whatnot.
im steadily chewing a pack of icebreakers a day. i have to buy like 20 packs to get me thru a week and a half..because i chew them alot during the weekend..this is becoming a problem
and im so stressed out that my tummy hurts all the time. im in a bad mood today and i want to hold my boyfriend but then i'll be put on social and ill be in an even worse mood and then i'll have to kill everyone and run away!!!!!
um Laura, question..If i send u like $15..do u think u could go thrifting and find me some awesum possum t-shirts? size small? cuz thatd be cool and i need some badass shirts. and you're good at that kinda stuff. we need to go to gulfport when i come home for thanksgiving so u can see some of my crazy friends. itd be hella fun.
on another note. theres a big fatass liar in our dorm and my roomate peachy freakin parker almost throwed some bows on a hoe.
WE AINT GOT NO PANTIES ONN, AINT GOT NO PANTIES ONNNN
alright. i have a new boyfriend. his name is Chris. hes like 6 foot 3 and hes effin cute. and still, I love my sister. and I miss her and I cant wait to come home. Im coming home in november. laura, come up to french camp oct. the 8th and get me out on a weekend pass. haha
alright. im doing alright. the hurry-cane didnt demolish us. we did get hella rain and wind. it sucked.
okay. I miss Jeff. I have his obituary that was in the newspaper on my board in my room and i was looking at it last night thinking about some stuff and I started crying. I didnt realize it until the tears ran down my face. I all of the sudden got really sad, so i laid down and went to sleep.
but anyways, I miss my sister and everyone at home. but i miss my sisser more..sorry :P
You people need to write me letters or something..or send me some stuff. i like that. im sure it wont happen though.
i dont know how much longer theyre gonna let me on LJ. they blocked it from me for like a week. i almost cried. i was scurred cuz i thought that i wasnt gonna be able to communicate with my sister. i want to come home alot. i just get excited whenever i think about the ciggs i can legally buy now myself. haha and now i have to go make signs for adam p. cuz its his 18th bday. he can buy porn now..legally. yes!
alright, and a mixed boy likes me. he's a hottie. i love u guys. laura-write me a letter or send me something cool. i love you alot. xoxo
hey everyone. i just remembered something when i was younger, i used to call weeners "things" like...omg look at that boys "thing!" like it was a foreign object. did anyone else do this? Im starting to remember alot of stuff from when I was little. me and my sister were hilarious and i miss being little. i remember not wanting to grow up, and here I am, grown up..and wishing i was little again. wow..time flies. im gonna go lurk the halls now with Leeeeyyaaahhh <3 holler for a dollar.
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